Tuesday 10 February 2009

Easingwold Doctors

Last Friday I had to have Dr. Westerman come out to see me as I have not left the house in nearly five months due to swollen legs and also we needed someone in doors at all times as we are squatting in our own home (long story) but not only was he three hours late in seeing me, but then he had the fucking balls to say that I'm killing myself and that I be dead soon!
Candy got really upset over this and she had to fight back the tears and anger.
The stupid thing is that I've got a handle on my diabetes, I don't eat that much so I don't put weight on, to be honest I've lost quite a bit of weight over the months, I don't smoke or drink any alcoal, my blood pressure is pretty normal and my blood sugar levels are ok.
all that is wrong with me is that I have a bad back (torn muscle that has rehealed wrong) and swollen legs that has started to get small sores that Candy is treating with meds, and that is only down to my psiorisis and ingrowing hairs.

the only other thing that I have not done right is to go out of the house as I have not left the house in five months, not since we started squatting as someone has to be indoors at all times, and with my back hurting, I was the one to stay at home.
plus I missed a few appointments with fucking stupid doctors who have no idea what it's like to live in the real world, and to have real problems.
but for him to say that to me, that I wil be dead soon, and my legs will be cut off, and that I don't care about my life. fucking bastard.

So yesterday afternoon, I braved the outside world and it took me nearly half an hour to walk a short distance down the lane to the doctors to see another GP, but she was less then useless and told me there is nothing for her to do for me except continue to take the antibiotics for my legs and see the diaebites nurse for a blood test. aaargh bloody doctors, fucking usless and stupid, and then they wonder why I don't have faith in them...
*breathes* rant over

The Wonderful World of TV

I do love January/February time for televison, all the brand new shows that have started and all the old favourites that have come back to the box.
here is a round-up of all my favourite shows of these last few weeks -

NCIS: One of our favourite american tv drama thrillers is back for season 5 and it is brillent, some amazing writing and the acting is really good.

Hustle: Is a British gem in TV gold, and Adrain Lester is back as Mickey "Bricks"
and with two new stars that have just joined, the series is back on form.

Demons: I'm only adding this here as the very first episode was really good and it had alot of potential but it has completly flopped in the ratings due to bad writing, acting and special effects. such a shame, I do hope it does not get renewed for a season 2.

Dexter: Is another american show that we love, with such incredible acting and the dark humour is wonderful, lets hope ITV does not mess with this series.

Big Bang Theory: Geeks of the world unite, we are taking over the world! what a fantastically funny show that spotlights the geek as the ultimate role model! and as a geek myself I love it, plus I'm glad I married a geek too.

Shameless: Is back and ruder than ever! I have always loved this show and now in it's sixth year I have converted Candy into loving it as well. Brillent acting and writing, and nearly all the stars that have left have all gone on to do bigger things.

Plus One: A charming and funny mini series that has just recently finished on Channel 4, Duncan James from the boyband Blue takes the piss out of himself and the situations that the lead character finds himself in on his quest to find a plus one for a wedding is funny and worth another series.

Bear Behaving Badly: A guilty pleasure of childrens televison, along with Lazy Town, this show about a blue stuffed toy bear is wonderful and I can do an amazing impression of the Nev the Bear's voice... Can't Catch Me....

The other week, Candy treated me to the DVD boxed set of season 9 of StarGate:SG1, and it was such a wonderful suprise and I absolute loved it. we spent nearly a whole week just watching the gaters on their many adventures, just need to buy the final season now.